Zutto Shitte ita

Zutto Shitte ita is coupling song of Kashita Miyagi's fourth solo single, 1/2, on Type A.

Lyrics
Hai ni moeru ie no you ni subete ga boku ni torareta hitotsu shika nokoru
 * -|Romanized=

Zetsubou teki na iyashi no kowareta kokoro saigo no kousen wo tsukamu sonzai no chinmoku wo yurugasu

Sakebigoe kikoenai made boku ni sakebu zetsubou wa boku no ayamachi datta kimi no uso wo shinjita

Kimi no fuman wa ikari ni kawatta boku ni hi wo tsukeru Tada matte ita negatta kurenai owari made

Zenbu oboete ita Zetsubou

Naze jinsei wa son'na ni zankoku na no ka? Saigo wa dare no sekinin ka na? Imi ga iru ka owari dakara Isshou mae kimi ga suki datta Dakedo ima sono kimochi wa muri Kimi wakotaenai shitsumon Zutto shitte ita mada boku ni uso wo tsuita

Tamashi wa kimi dake no mono to shinjita kamo Ano ren'ai wa sonzai shinai

Kuuhaku no tamashi wa nanika wo akogare kimi wo miru dekinai Itami sae mo wa kanjisasenai

Itsumo boku wo semeru mugon no mama ni naru made Itsumo kimi ni doui shita Kimi wa ureshii wo negatta

Kirai na owari no nai KUESUTO wa mada boku ni notte ita Nani ga okotte mo boku wa sonzai shinai owari he tsuzuku

Zenbu oboete iru Kuuhaku

Naze jinsei wa son'na ni zankoku na no ka? Dare ga kimi wo boku no sei ni shita no ka? Imi ga inai ka owaranai da yo Ichiseizen boku wa kimi ni juuyou datta demo boku wa kawatta ne Kaitou ga hitsuyou na I shitsumon Zutto shitte ita kimi ga shita koto wo

"MOU YAMETE YO!"

Boku no zetsubou teki na setsumei wo kiita ka? Boku ga kimi ga nozomu you ni shita Mada kimi wa boku wo suteta Kanashi ni boku wo nokosu

Subete ni tsukarete iru Kimi to sekai zentai ni tsukaret Tometai koto ga tomaranai Don'na ni oogoe de mo boku wa naku kuchibiru wo ippon no oto de saranai

Zutto shitte ita demo kimi wa kesshite nanika wo yatta 灰に燃える家のように すべてが僕に取られた 一つしか残る
 * -|Japanese=

絶望的な癒しの壊れた心 最後の光線をつかむ 存在の沈黙を揺るがす叫び声

聞こえないまで　僕に叫ぶ 絶望は僕の過ちだった 君の嘘を信じた

君の不満は怒りに変わった 僕に火をつける ただ待っていた願った くれない終わりまで

全部覚えている 絶望

なぜ人生はそんなに残酷なのか？ 最後は誰の責任かな？ 意味がいるか　終わりだから 一生前　君が好きだった だけど今　その気持ちは無理 君は答えない質問 ずっと知っていた まだ僕に嘘をついた

魂は君だけのものと 信じたかも あの恋愛は存在しない

空白の魂は何かを憧れ 君を見るできない 痛みさえもは感じさせない

いつも僕を責める　無言のままになるまで いつも君に同意した 君は嬉しいを願った

嫌いな終わりのないクエストは まだ僕に乗っていた 何が起こっても 僕は存在しない終わりへ続く

全部覚えている 空白

なぜ人生はそんなに残酷なのか？ 誰が君を僕のせいにしたのか？ 意味がいないか　終わらないだよ 一生前　僕は君に重要だった でも　僕は変わった　ね 回答が必要ない質問 ずっと知っていた 君がしたことを

「モウ　ヤメテヨ！」

僕の絶望的な 説明を聞いたか？ 僕が君が望むようにした まだ　君は僕を捨てた 悲しみに僕を残す

すべてに疲れている 君と世界全体に疲れた 止めたいことが止まらない どんなに大声でも僕は泣く 唇を一本の音で去らない

ずっと知っていた でも君は決して何かをやった

Like a house burning to ashes everything was taken by me but single memory…
 * -|English=

A shattered heart, hopeless of healing grasping for the final ray of light, a scream pieces through the silence of my existence

Screaming at me, until I stopped hearing I even believed your lies that all the guilt was my own fault

While your frustration ended in fury that was fired at me I just waited, hoping, until the end that never came

I remember it all Despair

Why is life so cruel? Whose blame is it in the end? Does it even matter, it's over after all A lifetime ago, I liked you but right now, any feelings are impossible Questions that you will never answer I always knew, yet I lied to me

Although I believe that my soul was only yours… Such love does not exist for me

An empty soul yearning for content incapable of seeing you not even pain makes me feel anymore

Always blaming me, until you were left wordless I always agreed with you hoping that you'd be happy

A never-ending quest that I hated but yet had taken upon me I continued, no matter what came towards the non-existed end

I remember it all Nothingness

Why is life so cruel? Who made you blame me? Does it even matter, it'll never stop A life time ago, I mattered to you but I have become something else, haven't I? Questions that need no answers I always knew what you had done

"Just stop it!"

Did you ever listen to my desperate explanations? I did exactly as you wanted and yet, you threw me away Leaving me alone in my grief

I am tired of everything Tired of you and the whole world I want it to stop, yet it doesn't No matter how loud I cry no single sound leaves my lips

You always knew yet never did anything