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Atsuko raised quickly. For herself, it was almost to escape the seating area. She didn't want to wait there a second longer and arrived quickly at the stage itself.

"Everyone, thank you." She started. "To be honest, in the last weeks, I wasn't able to sleep much. The sousenkyo has been in my mind the whole time. The last weeks have been a time, I never want to go though again for a second. Since I was allowed to become a member, I've gone though many things. I still cannot believe that I'm allowed to stand here. Two times, I tried to join 0048 but I wasn't allowed. I know that it might was a bit unfair towards other members how I joined, but I cannot lie and say that I'm not happy about it. Standing here, as the 19th maeda Atsuko puts a large pressure on my shoulders. Daily, I'm afraid that I cannot handle this pressure." She breathed. "I won't participle in the next Sousenkyo - at least if my situation doesn't change. I just cannot go though this again. I'm sorry." She said. She bowed and finished her speech.