Board Thread:Roleplay Forum - Major Events/@comment-17703532-20180513093810/@comment-8488903-20180518205646

Ran was listening to other members but didn't say anything herself. Now that was nothing unusal. She never really talk much to other members. However the unusal part were her thoughts. The death of Kashita Miyagi shook her completly. It wasn't like she was close to her fellow member it was really the opposite. She barely talked to her and didn't know much about her. She didn't even go to hospital with other members as she was sure Kashita will be fine and that going thefe would only make the unnecessary crowd bigger. But now she regreted that so much...

What was the meaning of her life? Why did she have to make all this walls around her? Wasn't life to short for that? What if something like that happened again and some other member would die? All those members talked about moments and memories they shared with Kashita. And Ran? She had no memories like that with any of the members. And it was all her fault.

She quickly tried to put those thoughts away. It wasn't the right time for that. This wasn't about her. It was about Miyabi and Kashita and she had to preform as well as she could for the sake of those two. - Ririka was very sad about what happened but tried her best to stay in her character Mikari which was a lot harder than usually.