Board Thread:Roleplay Forum - Major Events/@comment-25104896-20190402004845/@comment-25765735-20191118231752

Ruby with her serious compuser on it's very edge as she could feel a bit of annoyance starting to boil inside her, from someone challenging her even if she tried to be helpful. Taking a deep breath to try to cool her head, as she was not one to to let her compuser falter to so easily to someone not as experienced. Directly walking over to Mikoto while glaring at her as this time she wanted to make it perfectly clear to her, even if they were around the same height Ruby still held eyes directly to hers, not wavering.

"Of course I am serious, you think I wouldn't be.  You think my mistake has annoyed me enough, I may have more experience, but I am still working to get better as well.  So how about instead of focusing on the past, we start to move forward from it as a team," Ruby glare was almost like thousands of shards of ice darting outward.

"You also seem to think way to optimistically of yourself and the team if you think outburst like that aren't telling of the fact it might not be easy for to let thing go and move on, but instead hold it in.  Which guess what isn't good for any kinda person.  So work on, letting things go, that goes for everyone, even myself," Ruby paused letting her breath to her.


 * "And if you think it's bad for me to judge you just based on a few hours I have seen you act, what do you think an audience would think in even less?  What about a random fan on the street, that can have less then even 5 minutes to form an opinion?  How about at a handshake event you have 1 minute for a person to judge you.  It's not fair, people will judge you on small pieces of info, so either you learn to live it or you proof them wrong and right now your doing neither with me, got it, change my mind on you before you even think to complain about that," Ruby almost getting aggressive, she stops herself before lifting up her dress once more pulling two thing out from one of the leg pockets she was wearing and showing them to Mikoto, then to the rest of the group.

They were pictures, both a little beat up and worn down and bit torn but could still be made out. One was group of three young girls about what looked like 3 or 4 or 5 years old dancing and watching something on a screen. The other was a picture of girl that young but older than the girl from last photo.

"I want you to all see these photos and take them in, you only get to see them once.  These are very very important to me, and I don't show them to people on a whim.  I want you to all understand why I am here.  These are photos of me from my childhood both being a fan of AKB0048 and of why I take this seriously and kinda need you take what I am saying to heart.  I have been a fan and training to my current level for a long time, so if think I don't have a right to point a problem I had to learn to deal with please think about listening to it, as I can speak from experience.  And this one, this one is of me, is a photo of me trying to stop the DES on my planet with my first guerrilla live.  You know what happened, I got angry, upset, I failed to even bring down a single soldier and I had to leave.  That's how my solo career started, since then I worked myself up to my own level of brillance and skill, and now I am here to join a group to help me get even better and bring me and this group to higher level. So with that in mind, can you take what I say to heart now. Do I need to prove anything else to you?"

That last question Ruby could feel her anger slip through before composing herself again and putting that photo back in a pocket. Taking her breath, she calm herself and returns to her normal self, "I am sorry."