Keibetsu Shiteita Aijou

Keibetsu Shiteita Aijou (軽蔑していた愛情, Scorned Love) is AKB48's 3rd major single (5th overall). It never appeared in the anime.

Lyrics
TEREBI no NYUUSU ga tsutaeru
 * -|Romaji=

Tokumei de mamorareta higeki mo

Keitai no MEERU wo uchinagara

Emoji no you na

Nichijou

Otona wa wakeshirigao shite

Douki wo sagashite iru kedo

PINTO hazureta sono bunseki wa

Waraenai GYAGU mitai

Hensachi shidai no kaikyuu de

Mirai ga kimerareteru

Mou ganbatte mo

Dou shiyou mo nai koto

Zuibun mae ni

Kidzuiteta dake

Watashitachi

Keibetsu shite ita aijou

Shiranu ma ni motomete iru

Kodoku ni nante naritakunai

Dakishimete hoshikatta

Dareka ni...

Tori ni narou to shita shoujo wa

Okujou ni kutsu wo chanto soroete

MANAA wo homete hoshikatta no ka

Soretomo atetsuke na no ka

Ijime ga "atta" toka "nakatta" toka

Imasara ANKEETO wo totte mo

Kiite hoshikatta kokoro no koe wa

Kaze no naka todokanai

Sekinin tenka no PUROSESU de

Erai hito wo nakaseru

Mada wakattenai

Oroka sugiru rensa wo...

Yubi wo sasu no wa

Nani mo shinakatta

Kono jibun

Keibetsu shite ita aijou

Urahara ni uete iru no

Fuan ni kidzukanu furi shinagara

Yasashii me sagashiteta

Itsudemo...

Keibetsu shite ita aijou

Shiranu ma ni motomete iru

Kodoku ni nante naritakunai

Dakishimete hoshikatta

Dareka ni...

Itsudemo... The TV news even broadcasts
 * -|English=

a tragedy protected by privacy

just as ordinarily as a

smiley is used when typing an email on a cell phone

The adults have an "I-know-how-it-is" look

while they're searching for a motive, but

the analysis that has taken the spotlight*

is like an unfunny joke

In this class dependent on deviation value,

our future is decided for us

Even if we try,

we already noticed

the things that we can't

do anything about

long ago

Scorned love

Without realizing it, I want it

I don't want to be lonely

I wanted to be held

By someone...

The girl who tried to become a bird

properly lined up her shoes on the roof

Did she want people to admire her manners

or was it insinuation?

Even if you take a poll

this late in time about whether there

"was" or "wasn't" any bullying,

the voice of her heart, that which she wanted heard,

won't transmit through the wind

This process of shifting responsibility

makes celebrated people cry

We still don't understand

this foolish chain...

The one pointing fingers

is me, who didn't

do anything

Scorned love

While pretending to not notice the worry

about how I was starving, even though I was,

I looked for gentle eyes

Forever...

Scorned love

Without realizing it, I want it

I don't want to be lonely

I wanted to be held

By someone...

Forever... テレビのニュースが伝える
 * -|Kanji & Kana=

匿名で守られた悲劇も

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絵文字のような日常

大人は訳知り顔して

動機を探しているけど

ピント外れたその分析は

笑えないギャグみたい

偏差値次第の階級で

未来が決められてる

もう頑張っても

どうしようもないこと

ずいぶん前に

気づいてただけ

私たち

軽蔑していた愛情

知らぬ間に求めている

孤独になんてなりたくない

抱きしめて欲しかった

誰かに・・・

鳥になろうとした少女は

屋上に靴をちゃんと揃えて

マナーを誉めて欲しかったのか

それとも当てつけなのか

いじめが"あった"とか"なかった"とか

今更　アンケートを取っても

聞いて欲しかった心の声は

風の中　届かない

責任転嫁のプロセスで

偉い人を泣かせる

まだ　わかってない

愚かすぎる連鎖を・・・

指を差すのは

何もしなかった

この自分

軽蔑していた愛情

裏腹に飢えているの

不安に気づかぬふりしながら

やさしい目　探してた

いつでも・・・

軽蔑していた愛情

知らぬ間に求めている

孤独になんてなりたくない

抱きしめて欲しかった

誰かに・・・

いつでも・・・